Phone Transmission

Hello Oshana,

I've read about transmissions, but I never imagined it to be like that. It was incredible!

I'm absolutely amazed, I almost broke down in tears. I can't even imagine what it would be like meeting you in person.

I just don't understand how is it that this Illusion bottles up energy. I can see it does but I don't know how.

I know I've gotten to the point of comprehending how is it that my brain interprets energy. Because when I became aware that this division between me and the rest of the world was totally false, I realized that I had stared all my life to a flat image, with no depth at all. As if pure consciousness or matter - that of which everything is made - had divided itself and created this false illusion of self: an independent person.

But I am thinking that this division in consciousness is really somehow squeezing energy and not letting it flow in its natural rhythm. I don't know, I'm just guessing......God I really hate this damn mutation!

You know I have a particular view on how to reach Enlightenment which I feel I should follow to get there because it's the only way I know and it's through study and self-discovery. The only reason why I plan to study at Naropa (or to study at all) is because I feel I must do something to get enlightened, and then through the years I would find a teacher that would liberate me. I suppose that's the way you did it, and I would guess that's the way most of the people who are truly enlightened did it. So I guess that this is the way I will have to do it.

I am not at all concerned with having a career; I am not concerned with having any type of relationship with anyone - not girlfriends, not friends, not even family ( at least not with attachment). I am prepared to leave everything behind, in fact I will leave it all behind....I just don't care, all I want is what you have Oshana, I want what you have so much, but I don't just want it for a while, I want it permanently. I don't care if it hurts, I can tolerate the pain. I don't think the unsatisfaction and sorrow that I feel now can be worse than the pain I will have to bear when becoming or while becoming or after becoming enlightened.

Even if you say, like many others have said, that this process of self-discovery and study is not necessary, what am I to do? I have to begin to find and end. I really don't know what else to say, except to let you know that I would surely like to meet you personally, because there is nothing else in this world that I would most desire to do than be with you for at least a day.......Thank you so much!

Experience Enlightenment-Now

Email us with the subject "Phone Transmission" via our Contact Page

Home Oshana Testimonials Answers	Enlightenment-Now Oshana	Articles FAQ Resources Contact
Testimonials
	Phone Transmission "E" had sent 4 or 5 emails to The Oshana Office. He had joined Enlightenment-Potentials and wanted to ask Oshana some questions by phone. Directed by The Energy, Oshana felt moved by The Energy to phone "E". Oshana had only spoken a few powerful sentences when "E" started to have very dramatic, and unexpected, experiences. Frequent students of oshana.org will have read similar accounts from first-time enquirers. Hello Oshana, I've read about transmissions, but I never imagined it to be like that. It was incredible! I'm absolutely amazed, I almost broke down in tears. I can't even imagine what it would be like meeting you in person. I just don't understand how is it that this Illusion bottles up energy. I can see it does but I don't know how. I know I've gotten to the point of comprehending how is it that my brain interprets energy. Because when I became aware that this division between me and the rest of the world was totally false, I realized that I had stared all my life to a flat image, with no depth at all. As if pure consciousness or matter - that of which everything is made - had divided itself and created this false illusion of self: an independent person. But I am thinking that this division in consciousness is really somehow squeezing energy and not letting it flow in its natural rhythm. I don't know, I'm just guessing......God I really hate this damn mutation! You know I have a particular view on how to reach Enlightenment which I feel I should follow to get there because it's the only way I know and it's through study and self-discovery. The only reason why I plan to study at Naropa (or to study at all) is because I feel I must do something to get enlightened, and then through the years I would find a teacher that would liberate me. I suppose that's the way you did it, and I would guess that's the way most of the people who are truly enlightened did it. So I guess that this is the way I will have to do it. I am not at all concerned with having a career; I am not concerned with having any type of relationship with anyone - not girlfriends, not friends, not even family ( at least not with attachment). I am prepared to leave everything behind, in fact I will leave it all behind....I just don't care, all I want is what you have Oshana, I want what you have so much, but I don't just want it for a while, I want it permanently. I don't care if it hurts, I can tolerate the pain. I don't think the unsatisfaction and sorrow that I feel now can be worse than the pain I will have to bear when becoming or while becoming or after becoming enlightened. Even if you say, like many others have said, that this process of self-discovery and study is not necessary, what am I to do? I have to begin to find and end. I really don't know what else to say, except to let you know that I would surely like to meet you personally, because there is nothing else in this world that I would most desire to do than be with you for at least a day.......Thank you so much! Experience Enlightenment-Now Email us with the subject "Phone Transmission" via our Contact Page