Your commitment to wake us up
I was waiting to hear more. You are getting into the strange zone of the mind. Here it will buck and kick, toss and turn in an attempt to hold you. Of course, it is completely confused about what is happening.
You are being well prepared for the final curtain.
[R....] Dear Oshana,
just a short message from me.
In our last meeting (Mysteries, last Tuesday Evening), my mind went through a revolt, arguing with many of the things you said, and finally telling me "Oh '?"'#@??! , you gotta go on the road again and find another teacher, one whose opinions fit with yours..", and a huge fear of getting insane arose again
Only minutes later you talked about people who wanted to quit, leave everything behind and go, but who still came back...
It was a lesson in humility and, finally, gratefulness for all your time and effort and your commitment to get us, me, to wake up.
I hope I will not forget that lesson. ever.
Some strange coincidence have happened since then, my heart sometimes longs very much to come home, and my mind is often somewhat detached, and often very loud.
To sum it all up, what keeps me going is love, that I have known and seen happening in my life, and your words "enlightenment is happening here. You will have it. I love you"
with many thanks and essentially being wordless considering the grace, the present that I found myself in England, meeting you
I will try to reach you (matrix-Picture-talks)
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