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[Questioner] Just to say "Thank You for last night". During the discourses I was beginning to feel that everyone else had far worse problems with their feelings than I did and although it was very warming to see them find peace under your guidance I felt it was not, as of course you stressed, particularly pertinent to me. Then just before you finished the gentlemen next to me asked a question, which I can't exactly remember, but the gist of your answer was, that his reality (dream) was entirely of his ego/mind's making and that was all it was. In that instant I recognized this, as being very pertinent to me and saw my ego/form as merely a construction and without life it was as if I had moved outside myself momentarily and I saw I was FREE. It was very exciting and this freedom feeling remained all the way home in spite of no tubes and a long walk to Kings Cross. I was up again at 3am and had a very lovely meditation for about an hour and a half and now I seem to have come down again back inside the ego, but I know its not gone away, its just that Iam not seeing it!! This is the first time I have felt anything like this and I am a bit wary of its reality. What do you think? I hope you have a great few days in the south west

[Oshana] I was looking forward to hearing from you. I think: don't be 'wary' and seek this new reality rather than any other i.e. don't choose suffering no matter how familiar it seems

[Questioner] Thanks for your few well chosen words. I hadn't seen myself as suffering all that much, but I suspect this is the ego again and its not until you get a flash-back of what it was like before, that you realise the difference and ones addiction. Perhaps you should rename the group - 'Sufferers Anonymous'!!!

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