Position #1: The "nothing to lose" posture
Hi....[More West than Mid USA]
It's not simple to figure what is going on if you miss an essential piece of information. If you think too much, or numb out, and lose sight of all the angles then you can't possibly have all the information. If you don't have the information then you reduce your chances of figuring it out. So the only chance to get the necessary information is when you are calm and centred.
The only way you can stay calm is when you don't get scared because you have nothing to lose. When you have nothing to lose you can even get excited, nervous, anxious ..whatever and it's all "sort of interesting" or unnoticed at worst.
You aren't going to find it easy to transmute energies if you base-state appears to be some sort of negative one because then all you are left with after transmutation is the negative base state. Your base state has to be bliss. Not necessarily an excessively excitable happy party-mood, because that will fatigue you but a confident certainty. Again, that comes from the "nothing to lose" posture, and that happens when your ego isn't afraid to be wiped out by the Cosmic Surf. You don't have a "Jackass" (TV program of budget Extereme Sports that won't make the Olympics) attitude either. Can "Jackasses" deal with peace and quiet? Or can they only get high when they are hurting themselves and taking risks?
Bottom line in the EnergyWork is not transmuting anything but hanging in there with Life's Bucking Bronco. That's much more fun than going on a Disneyworld roller coaster ride wrapped in a kingsize mattress and playing a lullaby CD on the headphones.
When you aren't reacting inappropriately then you can take whatever action is appropriate with various energies that come from within, without and are temporarily Unidentified/Unclassified.
If you are over-reacting then you have already been nailed. A boxer in a barrage of blows will not go on the offensive but will cover-up and back-out to a less disadvantageous position. You can't stand on your own two feet when one has a nail in it. You got to retire first and remove the problem. Being around the Enlightenment Tranmission and Intensive Retreats is when that happens. Then when you go back to Ordinary Lottery Life you already in a more resouceful position.
The pain is real - for your identity. As long as it insists on stuffing the Infinite Self into it's size 10 dress (reminds me of Gary Busey (Commander Krill), drag scene in the Steven Seagal "Under Siege" movie) then it will always feels a tad uncomfortable until eventually it busts out. As long as you identify with the False Identity then the pain is also yours! Real authentic genuine human pain stuff! AI robots would sell their own motherboards for it! The pain is real for the Identity but not the Self. When awareness is established in the Self it's almost impossible to take it any of it seriously. But we must try mustn't we ..... ?????
I'm having trouble remembering anything of use about dealing with aggressive and negative energies, and how they got here, and are they always going to be here for me to feel like dodging? Or does the Energy Work amount to their transmutation.
I remembered something today that happened a long time ago that made me realize I was scared of the potentiality of aggressive energy to be dangerous or harmful to our physical, mental, emotional, and possibly other bodies.
I know it's just as possible for what I'm describing as aggressive energy can be a "kick in the butt" to get someone moving in a possitive direction.
I'm wondering why this fear/pain feels real.
give me long enough I'll probably find out on my own.
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