Meetings Books and Tapes
[Questioner] Love reading your messages...I was feeling a little down yesterday that is all. today I feel like it is all happening again.
I think the reading of books has to stop, it just leads to more thinking and trying to understand somebody elses experience with an unenlightened mind. Also talking about IT does the same because i have not really found words that can describe it satisfactorily (have no idea if that is a real word or not) and thus just leads to more confusion. I enjoy not talking, it doesn't take away from the experience.
Where are you based? I feel to spend time with you and if you are around and available just to meet when the feeling is there then that is good. I have a very up in the air schedule and I don't really know what I am doing from one day to the next but with that I have a lot of short notice free time.
I don't mean to rant but there aren't many people that I can really talk to so you are getting the brunt of it. also I got very drunk last night and had a horrendous time trying to get home and just had this feeling that nobody is interested in the well being of anyone other than themselves...maybe my projection. so I feel that I am very vulnerable at the moment...
what about getting involved and helping out? what sort of things do you need from people? must go, the energy is moving me now,
[Oshana] So far I am not a full-on manager in any way at all.
There is plenty to do. I basically feel it would be great for a lot of people to get this 'IT' through a variety of ways, primarily via Meetings, but also books and tapes. People need to know that the Meetings exist and when the next lot are happening.
I put a tentative list in my message to P. see http://groups.yahoo.com/group/oshana/message/174
Meetings. This works well because I don't really have so much time for socialising in any formal way though I do meet "Unconscious Buddhas on the Road" and deal with them accordingly as Destiny Desires.
PS reading is totally unnecessary and sometimes unhealthy
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