Attuning to the Enlightenment Frequency
A simple email about interdependence and applying understanding to the appropriate level. As Oshana says there is also a "twist in the tale" and "We have a key to ourselves", but all our "keys" are needed for the big transformation.
Hi M...(USA), [editted]
I am glad you have emailed and if I have not dealt with any questions from your previous emails just direct me to return to it. I've been getting a lot of emails and just writing endlessly as the mood takes me. However, I always get around to answering you because I know that you are there.
>2) Wow did you last email hit me hard. Why do I need to see you? I have been spinning ever since. I think I'm like Neo in that I'm just starting to believe that I really am my own source and that I really do have access to the enlightenment energy. It's hard for me to write these words because I am very wary of people who delude themselves and, subsequently, stunt their growth. I don't think I am the one who received the healing that you mentioned. However, I have been very swirly and dizzy since yesterday and last night I slept 12 hours which I never do.
Well, interestingly I was writing earlier to someone that I also had difficulties getting out of bed today and was dizzy. Sometimes these things are experienced by whole groups of people, and sometimes it's seasonal hayfever (which is more complicated that science knows) and sometimes I take students energies through my system - for research purposes.
I am glad that you are noticing the different changes and that you are questioning your own perceptions and assessments. This has to keep going on if your accuracy is to improve. You still get to keep your gains!
>I'm starting to see that you can't give me anything that I don't already possess.
How about giving you a break? Or a well-balanced (from an energetic viewpoint) meal?
Truth-in-jest joking aside, it's good to start collecting those resources that are inside but realize
>What is useful for me is to come into your presence and resonate at the enlightenment frequency for a while. After each meeting with you, I have found that I resonate more and more at this frequency.
That's a useful metaphor and we need to look deeper at what happens even though it's difficult initially to find any words.
>I really am starting to see that it is all in me.
I am glad that you started thinking like that but there's another 'twist in the tale'. You will start to realize your inter-dependence which isn't the same as dependence.
> For now, it's is useful for me to do whatever I need to do to keep my frequency clear and open (diet, energy practices, telling the truth, meeting with Oshana, clarity, feeling the suffering, seeing through lies, staying awake, etc.)
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